Hiho, it has been days getting over it and i'm done.
However, a happy birthday could mean A LOT..
If it wasn't for the message, i would still be an ass playing this game - all by myself...
Again and again, love illusions approached me. One by one, when will all be gone?
As usual, i've got my pills ready.
Can't be helped, somehow i still need to thank you for all the memories and wonderful moments spent that we'd together. Have fun with jigga*, guess i wont be the one who will wipe your tears anymore. Glhf!
By the way, a huge 'thank you' to TT, Yk, Fmi and definitely Sam.
11th March, FTW!! To the sky.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Maiden...NOT!
Hiho, i'm starting a blog again instead writing a diary.
After weeks of thoughts, this would be a better solution to express my feelings.
I know, theres a bunch of people who blog for trend, fame, vanity, etc. Even ffs* leeching nuffnang's $$.
Please, if you're likely to find for picture uploads, gtfo*. If you're here for 'words', enjoy!
Don't be mad! Don't be mad, i'm innocent..
So basically, i've been rashed by plenty of emotion breakdowns - for weeks.
There's this person i knew from a camp last year. She's a girl ofc and we've been through sweet times during the duration... and my heart was soften by her perfect personality, attitude and definitely her figure~ >: )
Then i've decided maybe i should give a SHOT after months followed by years of sorrow and 'study-stress'.
At first, things work perfectly. Sometimes, i'll say i'm a bit shy and stun... but who gives a shit? This is how getting a catch works right? : )
Seriously i do not understand the mechanism of a FEMALE, probably this girl should just be straight-forward and just share our thoughts. However, things getting worst when both of us started the Love Game..sigh..
Oh come'on.. i'm sure you know who you are in me and how much i've appreciated you all these while - even just for that short period.. BUT you'd made me feel bad.
Maybe you didn't knew that i'd already planned a Valentine's surprise haha, i wouldn't say that you must pick me as your valentine, it is just that i hope to express my feelings for you in a surprising way ):
V'day falls on the 14th Feb which clashed with Chinese New Year for this year, i'm sure and assumed that you'll be having a valentine on that day. Other thought is that you might be on the way to hometown too.
So planning this surprise few days before the latter might be a more SPECIAL choice and might be a bit romantic.
However, epic failure. Your voice brushed through my mind, and i can predict what you're gonna tell me already..
I wouldn't say having a bit of lub for you is a waste, but at least show me some appreciation. A simple 'thank you' may not mean a lot to you, but it's PRICELESS to me. There are things that i was wanting to share with you really, but you blew it away.
Life is... you can't say it's unfair, but it's hard.
Congratulations, i don't hate you, but i don't like you too.
My story may not be clear and in-full, but that's all i would like to share for now.
God is great! Chaosai mudafuckaS!
After weeks of thoughts, this would be a better solution to express my feelings.
I know, theres a bunch of people who blog for trend, fame, vanity, etc. Even ffs* leeching nuffnang's $$.
Please, if you're likely to find for picture uploads, gtfo*. If you're here for 'words', enjoy!
Don't be mad! Don't be mad, i'm innocent..
So basically, i've been rashed by plenty of emotion breakdowns - for weeks.
There's this person i knew from a camp last year. She's a girl ofc and we've been through sweet times during the duration... and my heart was soften by her perfect personality, attitude and definitely her figure~ >: )
Then i've decided maybe i should give a SHOT after months followed by years of sorrow and 'study-stress'.
At first, things work perfectly. Sometimes, i'll say i'm a bit shy and stun... but who gives a shit? This is how getting a catch works right? : )
Seriously i do not understand the mechanism of a FEMALE, probably this girl should just be straight-forward and just share our thoughts. However, things getting worst when both of us started the Love Game..sigh..
Oh come'on.. i'm sure you know who you are in me and how much i've appreciated you all these while - even just for that short period.. BUT you'd made me feel bad.
Maybe you didn't knew that i'd already planned a Valentine's surprise haha, i wouldn't say that you must pick me as your valentine, it is just that i hope to express my feelings for you in a surprising way ):
V'day falls on the 14th Feb which clashed with Chinese New Year for this year, i'm sure and assumed that you'll be having a valentine on that day. Other thought is that you might be on the way to hometown too.
So planning this surprise few days before the latter might be a more SPECIAL choice and might be a bit romantic.
However, epic failure. Your voice brushed through my mind, and i can predict what you're gonna tell me already..
I wouldn't say having a bit of lub for you is a waste, but at least show me some appreciation. A simple 'thank you' may not mean a lot to you, but it's PRICELESS to me. There are things that i was wanting to share with you really, but you blew it away.
Life is... you can't say it's unfair, but it's hard.
Congratulations, i don't hate you, but i don't like you too.
My story may not be clear and in-full, but that's all i would like to share for now.
God is great! Chaosai mudafuckaS!
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